Last few days

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Mel999, Mar 27, 2013.

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  1. Mel999

    Mel999 Active Member

    In just a few days my life will be over. I have suffered so many disasters over the past couple of years. No matter which way I turn all I see are dead ends. I have tried so hard to fix my life, really I have. But it seems that everything I reach out for, is just beyond my reach. From Monday I will be on the streets and I can't face that. So i will no let that moment come. I've struggled through the death of two brothers, a battle with cancer, a heart attack, the end of my 26 year marriage and the loss of just about everything I once owned. I have no ore friends to turn to for help. Now I am tired and have no further fight left in me. It may seem to some like the cowards way out, but they haven't suffered the two years that I just have. So for me it will just bring peace.
  2. Theodora

    Theodora Well-Known Member

    I am so sorry. Feeling overwhelmed and exhausted is understandable when so much has happened. Twenty one years ago I endured a series of disasters. I'm still here. For various reasons I never sought help and I wasted a lot of my life. I hope that as well as here you have doc, therapy, or other specialist help. You need to talk to someone. Have you tried a crisis line?
  3. Mel999

    Mel999 Active Member

    It's too late now.
  4. jimk

    jimk Staff Alumni

    Mel you are still alive now!!! That means we are not just going to give up on you also.. We do not advocate suicide for anyone here ever Mel..

    Hope you able to force yourself to reach out now for some professional help!!!
  5. exkend

    exkend Well-Known Member

    Go to your doctors and get some medication. My heart goes out to you.
  6. jimk

    jimk Staff Alumni

    Hello out there Mel.. You still a living kicking now?? Gee i hope so..Jim
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi Mel. I am sorry to hear things are so rough for you right now, I hope you will reach out for some help and can find the courage to continue on :hug:
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