jesus fucking christ come spilt my guts to my ex tonght with my probbs as she was last person i had to turn too.my god do i feel like a dick prob was better with first thght go do myself in.Is what what i want to do but kepping from it but i know its overpowering me wondering if i did rght by telling her because i know hosp is coming soon and she has power of taking my kids from me.Just wish my shit would happen