Well i've been talking to someone from here on MSN about how someone hurt me. Pretty badly in fact. Now they've been upset by the same person. I dunno if i can take this.
Talking to them about it just made me reaslise how MUCH they hurt me, words can't even describe i hurt i was and how hurt i still am. Its gonna hurt for a long time. Even thinking about it now had made me start crying.
Hurt so bad that i took an overdose over it, over what happened. The person don't know that what they said lead to that. Unfortunately i didn't take the amount i wanted to and now im fine. Which sucks because if i was strong enough to go thru with it i wouldn't be feeling this pain right now.
So i wouldn't be surprised if you didn't see me around here in the up coming weeks, maybe not even at all. Will not be on MSN. Y'all might never see my name again. Good thing right.
For those of you with my number, especially Ester please delete it, its for your own good. You don't need to know where i am or where im going. Where im going is the best place for me, the best place for you all. I refuse to feel hurt like this any more. Every time im here or on MSN i feel hurt by the one person i don't wanna get hurt off. It's never gonna be the same again and i don't like it at all.
So guess this will be my last thread for awhile or maybe my last one ever.
So take care all, i love you all
Vikki x
Talking to them about it just made me reaslise how MUCH they hurt me, words can't even describe i hurt i was and how hurt i still am. Its gonna hurt for a long time. Even thinking about it now had made me start crying.
Hurt so bad that i took an overdose over it, over what happened. The person don't know that what they said lead to that. Unfortunately i didn't take the amount i wanted to and now im fine. Which sucks because if i was strong enough to go thru with it i wouldn't be feeling this pain right now.
So i wouldn't be surprised if you didn't see me around here in the up coming weeks, maybe not even at all. Will not be on MSN. Y'all might never see my name again. Good thing right.
For those of you with my number, especially Ester please delete it, its for your own good. You don't need to know where i am or where im going. Where im going is the best place for me, the best place for you all. I refuse to feel hurt like this any more. Every time im here or on MSN i feel hurt by the one person i don't wanna get hurt off. It's never gonna be the same again and i don't like it at all.
So guess this will be my last thread for awhile or maybe my last one ever.
So take care all, i love you all
Vikki x