There's no chance for me. And believe me, i have no reason to stay in this world. Well, I'm not that sad, I'm just numb. Life takes everything away from you and at some point you'll understand tears and calls for help don't work at all, which makes you numb. So I just wanna say that if you are suicidal, but there's a chance for you to change, live and shine, please don't let it go away. Fight with the urge, fight with your pain. And believe me i tried, but there are things that i could never share and change, im trapped and got no reason or chance to keep living.What i've been gone through is beyond feelings. I'm going to leave this world in this week, tomorrow is my birthday, i just wanna feel special for this one last time. That's why I'm still alive. And.. good bye world. But please listen to me... if there's any chance, anything that you could change, fight with your pain. You all will shine some day.