The physical laws of nature allow every conscious being on earth a life that is.. happy. They allow everyone to live without day to day material want; to be aided and comforted; to love and be loved; to understand and learn; to appreciate and feel abstract and tangible beauty; to thrive; to be at ease in the mind; to be happy. What is utterly staggering and improbable is that life arose, that life like humans who could FEEL deeply arose. That the above state of true happiness would be true for every person is not so amazing given that we exist at all: it's actually very "easy" comparatively. Yet it's not true and it means enduring suffering for many of us. What is easily possible right now in this world is not true for no good reason. There's no ultimate reason behind anything anyway. I want to be a happy accident. I am a stupid miserable accident. Time to shut up and lie down and stay down forever.