Learnt My Lesson

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by *dilligaf*, Oct 11, 2007.

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  1. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    I've learnt my lesson.

    I was in hospital for over 8 hours yesterday after an OD the night before.

    Thinking about those pills is still making me feel sick even now.

    I have never been as ill as I was in that hospital yesterday. I can't even swallow properly at the moment because my throat is so sore. :sad:

    I was hooked up to a drip which ended up just making me throw up even more. And had to see a phyco person. I think he was quite close to keeping me in.

    I saw two people that I care about worrying about me yesterday and I know that I wont do that to them again.

    Suicide isn't the answer....

    Stay safe everyone :hug:
     
  2. sam, i am so glad your okay sweetie, your right, it is not the answer., be gentle with you and take it easy. im always here for you, sarah xx
     
  3. emma-louise

    emma-louise Guest

    :hug: you know im always here for you .. And trust me that there was more than just those two people worrying .. i care for you alot .. Love you ♥
     
  4. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    we hope you're alright mate and HAVE learnt your lesson :hug:
     
  5. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    I love you so much baby, please don't ever do that again. Don't think i can sit for another 8 hours watching you in that state again. It killed me to see you like that.

    :wub:
     
  6. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Sorry baby :( :hug:
     
  7. danni

    danni Chat Buddy

    big sis me glad that you learned your lesson hun we dont want you to hurt come to us and we will help. :hug:
     
  8. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Sam :bottom: don't be doing that again :hug:
     
  9. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    :hug: 's both

    I wont Terry :hiding:
     
  10. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    Awwww Saaaaaammmmmmm bless you!!!!Hugs hun.im sorry your having such a hard time.There are a lot of us here who care.Please keep us updated on how your doing.

    Take care
    kath
     
  11. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    :hug: Thanks Kath,

    P.s nice to see you around again :)
     
  12. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    Hey hun.i appear every so often!Bit worried about you though.Hope you manage to stay safe.
     
  13. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    :hug: 's hun, I am fine now thanks :)
     
  14. hey
    im glad you learnt that lesson
    huggles
    this happened to me too
    very bad
    yet i still do it
    hmf.
    im glad you are okay now
    keep safe
    :hug:
    here for you if you need anyone
    x
     
  15. kath

    kath Well-Known Member

    i am glad Sam if you are as ok as you can be now but yes please hun....please know that we are always here!Hugs
     
  16. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Thanks both xxxx
     
  17. citygirl

    citygirl Member

    Re: Learned My Lesson

    Then what is the answer?

     
  18. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Re: Learned My Lesson

    Making an effort to ACTUALLY try and get better. There are always options apart from suicide, depression just guides you to one and doesn't let you see the rest.
     
  19. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Re: Learned My Lesson

    Very true Viks :hug:

    Counselling? Professionals? Medicaion? Changing the things that are making you depressed?
     
  20. citygirl

    citygirl Member

    Re: Learned My Lesson

    Well if therapy, meds, reaching out to family, and every time you reach out you get shot down, then I guess I am screwed.

     
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