So... I usually never visit that chat room where I met my abusive idiot of an ex in the day time, especially not on Mondays (same chat room where I met my current amazing bf)... But I did... and lo and behold there he was... "Just saying hello". I felt physically ill. I hate him so, so bad. He f*cked me up so bad... brainwashed me as well... and after all he did to my mind and body he tried to teach my boyfriend how "someone like me" deserves to be treated... I told him to stop contacting me, please... he said okay... but I don't trust him. How could I? I just needed this out of my system before I throw up.