The concept is simple I am angry and sad, being on this site hasn't helped, writing down my feelings in a journal hasnt helped, writing in these threads hasnt helped, you see the pattern. I am tired. Tired of the god-pushers trying to get me to go with jesus, tired of the people who only offer nothing more than an emoticon and 'hope you feel better', generic response or statement. Tired of the whining, of the complaining, of the tediousness of it all. Just leave me alone.