LEAVE ME ALONE. i know im selfish evil shit rubbish weak crappy pathetic stop lying to me do you think ill change my mind. i know what im doing is wrong. why the hell do you think i stopped tonight. why can't you understand why can't i make you understand and accept it. why do i have to love you so much so that i cant stand the thought of what im doing to you. its not fucking fair. just leave me alone. delete me from your mind. and your life. please. i cant go on. dont make me.