So I wasthinking... Sometimes you want to leave a relationship, but if you did you'd leave the person in a difficult position because of ongoing/current situations. So you stay. Then later you want to leave again but more stuff happened/is happening. So you stay. Just a word of advice. Leave. It's not just for you, it's for both of you. If you are not living while in a relationship, you need to get out. I wish I had left. Last 2 years I've gone from horrible stunted, to scratching. Now from perfectly clean skin, I'm scarred all over my body. I'll never be able to wear shorts, or tshirts or go swimming in public again. This essentially means all future relationships for me are forfit. I only have so much tolerance. I can't wait for the "you're leaving me in shit" war that is coming. The Bring up everything about my life and rip be to shreads in the space of 30 minutes. I mind fucked myself into believing in someone who really only cares 60% of the time, and if it's easy. Well this murders what I am. Now I'm permanently fucked. Who the fuck is going to want this body now? No one. But I'd rather live free than around this pile of shit. Oh i,m sure this will be read and it'll be ww3. Fuck you.