I want to just end it all now. I just don't know what to do any more. I can't deal with all the shit that is going on in my life. My father stepped over the line tonight. He freaked out at me because the house wasnt clean. Which is my fault since i spent most of my day on here. Maybe that was my mistake. Maybe he is right that I am a useless, worthless, person and that every thing that has happened in my life is my fault. I miss my old dad. the one who would hold me when I was sad. the one that told me that no matter what i was a wonderful person. how can a person change so fast. I have to leave I cant live with him any more. But I dont know what i can do. I am only 16 and am a single mom. Where would I go if I left? My family wants nothing to do with me. I just can't take any more abuse. I cant believe that he hit me. I am just so lost and dont know what to do anymore. It makes me so mad. I had an awesome chat with people on here earlier and then he has to come and ruin everything. What did i do that was so wrong.
I am so tired but i cant go to sleep. i dont feel safe here. :hiding:
:i'm sorry:
I am so tired but i cant go to sleep. i dont feel safe here. :hiding:
:i'm sorry: