Hi...just thought I would end the evening on a hopeful note and maybe it will help someone else. Where I have had some very good days, I am hopeful, despite my recent rant as today has not been a good day, that somehow, some way a level of consistently good days will come my way again. Though I will never be who I used to be and I could cry just admitting that, my life will become worth living again. I pray this for all of you also.