The shrink asked me what I had to eat in the last few days. I told her not much then I also told her I hadn't eaten in 21 days, she started lecturing me, then she told me that she was starting to sound like my mother!!! I am over 30!!! The whole time she was lecturing me about the perils of not eating I just had the biggest smile on my face, because I really don't care, she might as well have been talking to my hand. I am seeing her not because of an eating disorder but because of suicidal feelings caused by loss of my daughter and workplace stresses. I also felt quite embarrased talking about it because it has really never come up in conversation before. She also mentioned that if she gave me some puzzles to do that I wouldn't be able to do them because I wouldn't have the concentration levels. I asked her if it was the ones where you put a square peg in a round hole, she said it was one of them. I love doing puzzles etc. Anybody here had to do puzzles for the shrink? I enjoy not eating, I see it as a challenge and I love seeing the weight coming off. I told her I actually feel better when I am not eating. I told her that I don't even feel hunger anymore, and I like not feeling hungry. I know this is not normal, but I don't drink, I don't do drugs, I don't smoke. Everyone has their vices. She asked me what I weighed and said she would like to see me with a few more kilos on. I think I will be wearing baggy clothes in next time, but she can see the weight loss in my face. I have also noticed that she has a set of scales in her office near a chair.