Left out and unwanted

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by sui caedere, Sep 22, 2014.

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  1. sui caedere

    sui caedere Well-Known Member

    on saturday was my nephews 1st birthday the whole family was together apart from me. i was left out i was not even told about the party.
    The feeling of being left out makes me feel cold and alone and wanting to die. the only way to beat this is to cut myself when i am doing this i feel alive and happy. then after i feel even worse the shame of knowing i feel the need to harm myself drives me to do it again. At times i feel my only friend is pain with out it i feel nothing at all.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Sorry they did that Perhaps you can phone your nephew up and meet up with him another time just for you and him to celebrate is birthday
     
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