I believe I have legitimate reasons for suicide. there definitely is something wrong with me. Since i was a child there has been some thing wrong. I have never beeen normal, or socially accepted. Ive missed out on things that every one should be able to experience. ive always been a loner. never a good son. im not supposed to exist. Im not able to function in society. my intelligence is much lower than normal. it would be best for me to die now.