So, here is the thing. Pretty much my whole sexual/dating life I couldn't figure out if I was a lesbian/bisexual, or straight but wanting to be lesbian/bisexual. When I'm dating a guy, I want nothing more to have a girlfriend, if I'm with a woman, guess what? I want nothing more than a damn boyfriend! I honest to god can't tell what I want. I'm not sure if its just because I don't know what I want, or something else. I'm actually kind of(?) seeing this lady right now, and I'm pretty crazy about her, and my head keeps telling me to just kinda chill out, and go with it. I must be at least bisexual if I'm crazy about her, right? I just can't help feeling I'll hurt her because I'll end up missing having a boyfriend here in two months or something. I guess what I'm asking is, how can I be happy with one gender? Does anyone else have this kind of issue? How exactly can I tell what gender I prefer? If I prefer a gender? I'm so confused and heartbroken at the same time.