let it be...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Jess, Nov 20, 2006.

  1. Jess

    Jess Guest

    Please just let me be.
    Let me sleep
    Let me live,
    Let me be
    Let these things that haunt me leave

    I want so bad to feel ok all the time. It just hits me when I'm in a good or ok mood.. all of a suddent its like a switch was flipped


    :unsure:
     
  2. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    They dont leave... usually. You dont forget them.... usually. But you do learn to replace bad memories with good ones when they haunt you. :hug:

    Hope you're feeling better hun.

    TDM
     
  3. Jess

    Jess Guest

    Thanks for the reply TDM :hug: that means a lot that you replied

    Feeling better about that.. I guess...

    It's the whole thanksgiving coming up.. it's freaking me out


    I dont' do holidays well at all unfortunately.. and it's that time of year where there's a whole lot of them bunched together in a short span of time of course......

    Sure it'll be fine...
     
  4. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Jess :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: Damned holidays should be banned!!!
     
  5. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    :dry: Thanksgiving... glad I dont have it here... I dont really like the holiday season either... has mixed feelings for pretty much everyone.

    Look after yourself. :hug:

    TDM
     
  6. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    Thanksgiving and Christmas, New Years are wonderful events to celebrate really. I love all the food!!


    The only ones that enjoy holidays:
    The wealthy
    The children
    The ones in denial (or la la land)
    The functional (??) families


    I loved the holidays at my grandmothers with the wonderful smells of her kitchen and joking with my aunt, laughter of my nephew....later talking to my sis-in-laws over coffee, playing cards with my mother-in-law and husband. Now, it's gone. S*** Jess is right, memories are bad things!!!
     
  7. kindtosnails

    kindtosnails Staff Alumni

    let's do that :tongue: how many people do we need to sign a petition to officially ban the holidays? :dry:
     
  8. Jess

    Jess Guest

    I used to love the holidays. Good food. Good people. Everyone could set things aside for the holidays. Any disagreements, problems.. anything would be put aside, swept under the carpet until the holidays were over at least. Then the time came where the holidays didn't even matte.. I didn't, the holidays didnt. no matter how much I cried or begged them to just be happy for me.. just for the holidays.... it all came crashing down.

    Now.. I dont know where 'I'm going, who I'll see... what fight or issues will arise this year. It's always something... Will I be able to handle it?