Discussion in 'The Coffee House' started by Speedy, Oct 3, 2011.
I wish I were still in therapy.
I want to be able to handle my emotions better.
I'm still unable to use the resources I'm given as well as I'd like, and that's an understatement.
I want to believe in love.
I still am in disbelief over how I felt this morning, and I wanted to hide and mask all my emotions.
I don't want to think or go to extremes.
I don't know whether to laugh or cry at the ignorance of some people.
I think I see good in people even when it's not there.
I want to be more adventurous and vivacious.
When I was a kid, I was innocent and easily excitable.
I want to really take care of myself: mind, body, and soul.
School seems to overwhelm me each year over the past few years, but I'm not willing to admit that to people IRL due to a tendency to want to appear relatively normal and up to par.
I am afraid to get better because I think that if I do, I won't know what to do with my life.
Oh, what I wouldn't do to go back in time and make different decisions.
I want a pdoc who I feel comfortable around.
My innate desire to be with people and be loved and love sounds corny and cheesy but it bothers and attracts me all the same!
I don't know why I don't feel like socializing with friends in real life anymore.
I feel fake sometimes.
I need to give up drink.
I need to start sleeping during the nighttime.