Yeah, as I said. Theres this guy, I love him. Haha To young for love? Not the case here. I am in love with this boy. He is my lifesupport and he means the world and the stars to me. But I can't be in a relationship with him. I would, if I could. But ts safe not to be. The last to seriouse ones I had the 2 were messed up in the end. I shared almost everything with them, they know so much about me, than it got crazy. Yes it's love I have for this boy, I'm not to young for love BUT I'm to young for such stron comitment. If this makes any sense. Ofcourse I'm interested but not yet shall I act apon such "romantic" emotions. A) I don't want to loose him like the other. B) I don't want to have things get complicated. C) I don't want things to change yet. D) I want to get to know him even more. E) Even though Our conection has lasted through so much I don't want silly highschool dating drama to ruin it all. F) I just don't want to slip away from his grasp and be lost in the lonely abyss, his caring nature being absent from my world. If all of these happened I might die. He means so much I could Never loose him.