Hi there, First of all, I'd like to say that I have never been on a forum like this. Have been on multiple "different' ones, but this will be the first time that I actually "talk" about how I feel. I am a 21 year old male and was raised in the suburbs by loving parents. I have everything to achieve and nothing to hold me back. Yet I feel like a fucking failure. There has been 1 girl that believed in me, that gave me her everything and was there for me unconditional. I cheated on her. I had a job that was paying well and I had a beautiful future ahead of me. I quit and am now in debt, and have been the last 2 years. My parents gave me all their support for everything I wanted to do. Now I'm stealing from their purse to feed my cigarrette and weed addictions that keep me from having to deal with my issues. I am an insecure, stupid little boy that can't do shit right if my life depended on it. I haven't cried in 2 years, yet these 2 years are the most shitty I've ever had. Sigh...I wish I could actually find a way to word it like I feel, but there is just no way that I can express the exact feelings I feel.
I am so sorry things have felt so awful for the last two years...is there something that has percipitated this? Please continue to post and tell us how you are...J
I wish I had seen this post earlier. Anyhow, I just wanted to drop in and say that it's nice to meet you, and that I feel for what you're going through. Wishing you all the best.....Mr. A Oh, and welcome! :welcome:
keep writing itainthardtotell....maybe that will help I can hear a lot of pain and frustration there.. do you want to tell us more about what caused all this pain? can I ask if you've had any therapy or talked to a doctor about how you're feeling?
