Hi there, First of all, I'd like to say that I have never been on a forum like this. Have been on multiple "different' ones, but this will be the first time that I actually "talk" about how I feel. I am a 21 year old male and was raised in the suburbs by loving parents. I have everything to achieve and nothing to hold me back. Yet I feel like a fucking failure. There has been 1 girl that believed in me, that gave me her everything and was there for me unconditional. I cheated on her. I had a job that was paying well and I had a beautiful future ahead of me. I quit and am now in debt, and have been the last 2 years. My parents gave me all their support for everything I wanted to do. Now I'm stealing from their purse to feed my cigarrette and weed addictions that keep me from having to deal with my issues. I am an insecure, stupid little boy that can't do shit right if my life depended on it. I haven't cried in 2 years, yet these 2 years are the most shitty I've ever had. Sigh...I wish I could actually find a way to word it like I feel, but there is just no way that I can express the exact feelings I feel.