Hi there,
First of all, I'd like to say that I have never been on a forum like this. Have been on multiple "different' ones, but this will be the first time that I actually "talk" about how I feel. I am a 21 year old male and was raised in the suburbs by loving parents.
I have everything to achieve and nothing to hold me back.
Yet I feel like a fucking failure.
There has been 1 girl that believed in me, that gave me her everything and was there for me unconditional. I cheated on her.
I had a job that was paying well and I had a beautiful future ahead of me. I quit and am now in debt, and have been the last 2 years.
My parents gave me all their support for everything I wanted to do. Now I'm stealing from their purse to feed my cigarrette and weed addictions that keep me from having to deal with my issues.
I am an insecure, stupid little boy that can't do shit right if my life depended on it.
I haven't cried in 2 years, yet these 2 years are the most shitty I've ever had.
Sigh...I wish I could actually find a way to word it like I feel, but there is just no way that I can express the exact feelings I feel.
First of all, I'd like to say that I have never been on a forum like this. Have been on multiple "different' ones, but this will be the first time that I actually "talk" about how I feel. I am a 21 year old male and was raised in the suburbs by loving parents.
I have everything to achieve and nothing to hold me back.
Yet I feel like a fucking failure.
There has been 1 girl that believed in me, that gave me her everything and was there for me unconditional. I cheated on her.
I had a job that was paying well and I had a beautiful future ahead of me. I quit and am now in debt, and have been the last 2 years.
My parents gave me all their support for everything I wanted to do. Now I'm stealing from their purse to feed my cigarrette and weed addictions that keep me from having to deal with my issues.
I am an insecure, stupid little boy that can't do shit right if my life depended on it.
I haven't cried in 2 years, yet these 2 years are the most shitty I've ever had.
Sigh...I wish I could actually find a way to word it like I feel, but there is just no way that I can express the exact feelings I feel.