long story short, I have a lot of drugs, and very little reason not to take them all at once. i'm not finding much in the way of solutions to my crisis right now - if I can't manage to fill in forms, make payments, arrange pickups and dropoffs, pack up my house and my suitcase, I will hav to leave all my shit on th sidewalk in three days time, and my friends, who promisd to help me are all doing the crazy chickn dance. I am supposd to book into ward for a breakdown in 10 days. my husband (whom I am seperated from) is autistic and does not do logistics well. my girlfrind is epileptic and currently havign a fit. just going to sit hr now and try to not move or think. it helps with the wanting to turn myslf into a corpse.