Thankyou both.:hug:
I just feel so...:cry:
I mean I'm a christian. I'm supposed to forgive. I've been working on that for years. I'm also not suppose to swear. I do when I'm angry but I'm not supposed to. I felt that my post was counter productive because I just let loose.
Also, today I saw a guy on TV who was the same build etc and looked just like the man who raped me. Now I'm shaking and feeling so unsafe, even though I know I am safe really. I hate this, I hate this, I hate this. Oh GOd please make it stop.
Oh man you're probably sick of hearing me whining on about the same bloody thing day after day. I'm sick of it so why shouldn't you be?
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