Letter to them (may trigger)

Discussion in 'Rape and Abuse' started by wheresmysheep, Apr 13, 2009.

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  1. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    why did you do it to me. you were a corner stone of my security in my life. and you did it.
    you are a sick bastard and i really do not know how oyu can live with yourself everyday, how you can still look me in the eye, mind you your eyes are usually looking at my chest now a days. you sick fuck.
    and no, i dont believe that it didnt happen, i relive that night nearly everyday. i was on my period too, my first no less you sicko.
    how would anyone forget that!
    i hate you more than is physically possible.
    i cant wait for you to be in your wooden box, and i feel horrible for those who have lost a parent. but you deserve it.

    the second you.
    i dont even know your name. the first time i saw you i knew your were perverted.
    i think you drugged me. at first i though you just went for me when i was asleep, but i remember in the bar that you cornered me at the toilets, so you had seconds you little bastard.
    you had a son too i recall.
    i can still smell you sometimes, its sick.
    fucking cnut.
    i cannot tell anyone how degraded it makes me feel.

    you cnuts i would kill you several times over just to get satisfaction from it.
    you evil foul degrading pigs.
    rot in hell


    sorry to anyone hurt by this post
  2. jameslyons

    jameslyons Well-Known Member

  3. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    ty james :hug:
  4. The_8th_Wonder

    The_8th_Wonder senior Member

    Well done... maybe they should hear what you said. :hug:
  5. Remedy

    Remedy Chat & Forum Buddy

    Sorry you had to suffer all of that from them. :hug:
    I think you're really brave for writing this down.
  6. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    i could never say it to them, or even that out loud.
    i'm not stron enough to do either of them
  7. The_8th_Wonder

    The_8th_Wonder senior Member

    You've proven you're strong enough by writing it here. You don't have to do anything you don't want to though but don't tell yourself that aren't strong... few people would be able to wake up day after day after going through what you have experienced.

    Best wishes.
  8. wheresmysheep

    wheresmysheep Staff Alumni

    well theres my problem and issue and bane of everything really. and i still dont know why i continue
  9. Little_me

    Little_me Well-Known Member

    You are not alone wherismysheep :hug: I feel the same.

    It hurts so much knowing that "they" live a normal, happy life when we have been left hurt for life ;_;
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