esterday i wrote a letter to my care coordinator,basicly telling her that in Jan of next yr if things are no different i am going away somewhere where none will find me till its too late.and that this is my right and she or anyone cant stop me. I gave it to her after our meeting, nothing has changed,excpet i don't no ifi done the right thing in giving her the letter,so far 24hrs on i haven't heard from her,thought i might have had a email to say she has read it,but nothing yet. I am so dreading christmas cos of the state of my mood,but as i have kids who are grown up is one reason whyh i won't end things untill xmas is over. Thank you to ever reads this. Take care all.