How many suicide letters have you written over your lifetime? I have written 3 letters in my life I think, two of them I threw in the garbage. The other one which is a full page, I have in my desk. I also made 2 video which I don't plan on ever watching. One is just a suicide video, and the other is a vid in which addresses my suicide, but also just in case I take out my problems on others. I hope the 2nd video never comes to be. But soon, I think the life is coming to a end. I haven't talked to anyone in person or over the phone in 3 days, which goes to show you I can go missing and no1 will notice for a long time.................. yeah some life.