Why is it so hard to let go of someone when they don't care half as much about you as you do to them. Why do we want to love the people that don't love us? Why do we hold onto the few memories we have of these people as if the few memories make all the pain worth enduring for the possibility of them maybe giving you a chance in the future? Why can't people put a little effort into keeping in touch with you when you just want to be a real friend to them if anything? Why do people toss your feelings aside and simply not care how you feel? Why is it so hard to find someone who is looking for a relationship? It seems like everyone good already has a relationship. Why is loneliness so hard to deal with? Why don't people realize a simple hello twice a month can change a person's world? I'm tired of wanting to love people that aren't available. I'm tired of being down. Why is it that all I want is to have someone to hold and love in this life? Why is it that that alone is the only thing I really desire? Am I desperate? Far from it, but there aren't many opportunities to meet women around me. I think I'm destined to be alone for god knows how many more years. I just wish I could forget about this girl but I know I wont in my whole life. I'm starting to get over her but I just feel like what a wasted opportunity to love someone. I tried my best but maybe its time to let go.