I remember watching your eyes close for the last time. I didn't know you was letting go. I remember grandma promising everything would be fine. How could she promise when she didn't know? I remember watching your coffin disappear behind the net I didn't know we was letting go. I remember grandma promising never would we forget The memories that made you smile and your eyes glow. I remember all the hurtful things she said. I didn't know she was letting go. She killed our friendship left it dead. For two years what have we got to show? I remember the wish to die. I was letting go. I remember the friendships that have made me try Now to death I say no.