ive never really been someone to complain bout how i feel but i have to now. im tired of wishing i had someone to love me and be there for me maybe no one wants me because ive not a big chest or anything else but im tired of being alone. i want my dad sooooo much but hes never been there for me and it seems like he never will. he went before i was even born and it feels like hes dead but to me he might as well be because its obvious he doesnt care about me all he cares about is finding his next woman to get preganat and leave her in the shit. im tired of bottling this all up and im tired of being used and abused by my so called friends and family.