I've dreamed this tons of times over years. It doesn't have a particular storyline, more like a specific detail in each one of these dreams, with no other similarity. In my dream, I can levitate. If I will my mind to, I can step onto the air, normally 1 foot above the ground. I can create an invisible platform that allows me to walk 1 foot above the ground. If I will my mind extra hard, I can create invisible staircases that allows me to levitate higher and higher. But the higher I go, the less solid the staircase seems to be. All of this happens within the span of about 10 seconds. That's how long I can keep afloat, after which the invisible solid object keeping me off the ground simply disappears, and I fall back to earth. I know this dream isn't related to suicide, but I'm just curious that since I've had this power frequently in my dreams for years, could it possibly mean anything?