liar

[morning rush]

my own mother called me a liar and said the abuse I got from my dad isn't true...I can't believe she would say that....why would she like to torture me like that...I know that she has an illness, she's got schizophrenia and hears voices...but she hurts me all the time and never apologizes...even blames me for it...

I lent her cds, and she threw them out...because she was scared of them, she threw all her cds and mine...then she says it was my fault for not making her copies...she never asked for copies, if she had I would have made them...

I'm just tired, and I have no one else...

 

[total eclipse]

I am sorry hun your mother is so ill and does not see how she is affecting you. I know it is hard to understand it is her illness that attacks you not your mother I hope you have support for YOU hun okay as it does get so hard dealing with someone unstable hugs