They said I could be whatever I wanted to be when I grew up. What they didn't tell me was that I had to be smart, handsome and rich for that to be true. Now I'm smart but apparently not smart enough (at least for how the schools measure it), I'm not good looking enough and I'm broke and in debt. I wish I'd been told the truth, then I wouldn't have gotten my hopes up and now be stuck in a situation that there is no getting out of. I wish I'd been told that it is not who you are but rather who you know. And I know no one. I am the first person in my family to ever go to university and everything has pretty much gone wrong. I have no one that I can ask what to do so I make the choices on my own (usually the wrong one) and deal with the consequences. Unfortunately I couldn't afford to make these mistakes but of course I did. Everyone lies but this time their fucking lies will cost more than just hurt feelings and a lost of trust.