Why does everyone have to lie to me. I have had enough of it! I trusted you, i believed every word you said and then i find out it was jsut more lies. I know i'm weird, i know i deserve this, and yeah i blame myself everyday because its something thats wrong with me, and not you. I am the one to blame for my life and not you. I wish i had someone to talk to, someone to hold me in their arms, so that i knew everything would be alright. But it will never be that way. How can i trust anybody? I was abandoned when i was just nine months old, my mother didnt want me, so why should any of you. I found out what my mother did to me, and you're so lucky you don't have to experience that. I hope you don't. I am so in pain right now, and no one cares.