Well it is another semester where I was driven to the edge by a single class... I can't put myself and my family through this again... I can't handle all the blind optamistis telling me eveyrthing will be ok... ask the 10% of the country who is unemployed, the unkown percentage that is under employed... thorw in the lost time that my generation was suspeod to spedn establishing ourselves as professionals that we will never get back thanks to this recession pushing the expierenced into the jobs that we were told would be ours... I can't handle mooching off of my family for much longer.. at my age I should be paying my own way through the world. I can't handle talking about my lifes shit... I have made more mistakes and failed more in 22 years on this plannet then most people do in a full lifetime... people don't understand what they have never fealt. I am joining the ranks of college dropouts and while there are a few great stories odds are that I am screwed... I am not sure I can deal with any job that is avialable for me... that is if there is one at all.