Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by the_juggalo, Aug 22, 2009.

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  1. the_juggalo

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    look at love
    how it tangles
    with the one fallen in love

    look at spirit
    how it fuses with earth
    giving it new life

    why are you so busy
    with this or that or good or bad
    pay attention to how things blend

    why talk about all
    the known and the unknown
    see how the unknown merges into the known

    why think seperately
    of this life and the next
    when one is born from the last

    look at your heart and tongue
    one feels but deaf and dumb
    the other speaks in words and signs

    look at water and fire
    earth and wind
    enemies and friends all at once

    the wolf and the lamb
    the lion and the deer
    far away yet together

    look at the unity of this
    spring and winter
    manifested in the equinox

    you too must mingle my friends
    since the earth and the sky
    are mingled just for you and me

    be like sugarcane
    sweet yet silent
    don't get mixed up with bitter words

    my beloved grows
    right out of my own heart
    how much more union can there be

    come on sweetheart
    let's adore one another
    before there is no more
    of you and me

    a mirror tells the truth
    look at your grim face
    brighten up and cast away
    your bitter smile

    a generous friend
    gives life for a friend
    let's rise above this
    animalistic behavior
    and be kind to one another

    spite darkens friendships
    why not cast away
    malice from our heart

    once you think of me
    dead and gone
    you will make up with me
    you will miss me
    you may even adore me

    why be a worshiper of the dead
    think of me as a goner
    come and make up now

    since you will come
    and throw kisses
    at my tombstone later
    why not give them to me now
    this is me
    that same person

    i may talk too much
    but my heart is silence
    what else can i do
    i am condemned to live this life

    i've come again
    like a new year
    to crash the gate
    of this old prison

    i've come again
    to break the teeth and claws
    of this man-eating
    monster we call life

    i've come again
    to puncture the
    glory of the cosmos
    who mercilessly
    destroys humans

    i am the falcon
    hunting down the birds
    of black omen
    before their flights

    i gave my word
    at the outset to
    give my life
    with no qualms
    i pray to the Lord
    to break my back
    before i break my word

    how do you dare to
    let someone like me
    intoxicated with love
    enter your house

    you must know better
    if i enter
    i'll break all this and
    destroy all that

    if the sheriff arrives
    i'll throw the wine
    in his face
    if your gatekeeper
    pulls my hand
    i'll break his arm

    if the heavens don't go round
    to my heart's desire
    i'll crush its wheels and
    pull out its roots

    you have set up
    a colorful table
    calling it life and
    asked me to your feast
    but punish me if
    i enjoy myself

    what tyranny is this

    you mustn't be afraid of death
    you're a deathless soul
    you can't be kept in a dark grave
    you're filled with God's glow

    be happy with your beloved
    you can't find any better
    the world will shimmer
    because of the diamond you hold

    when your heart is immersed
    in this blissful love
    you can easily endure
    any bitter face around

    in the absence of malice
    there is nothing but
    happiness and good times
    don't dwell in sorrow my friend.
  2. Polar

    Polar Account Closed

    Hi the_juggalo,

    That was a very moving piece.

    It is a piece which for me depicts both strength and hope.

    Well done on reminding us how powerful these two things can be.

    Thank you.

    Kind regards,

  3. mandyj101

    mandyj101 Well-Known Member

    i agree with polar.. it was very moving..
    there is a poetry and creative writing section which u might like..
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Wow, amazing piece of writing!!
  5. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Thanks for the great write you are very creative keep it up.
  6. Rose24

    Rose24 Chat & Forum Buddy

    so much anger, so much pain. i'm always here if you need to talk :hug:
  7. yursomedicated

    yursomedicated Chat & Forum Buddy

    Well written. I feel your pain.
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