Life gets really hard tommorow

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by wastedmylife, Feb 4, 2009.

  1. wastedmylife

    wastedmylife Well-Known Member

    tommorow I will be homeless, I have no idea what to do, I thought I would kill myself by now, I have about $700 left and could afford a place for a month or 2, I have no desire to get a job, I am living with a form of brain damage and a very low testosterone as well as other health problems

    Why havent I killed myself by now, I thought I was gonna kill myself by January 31st, no more thoughts or fantasys of what my life could have been like, no more peaceful suicidal idealations, right now my life seems good compared to what is in store for me tommorow

    I cant even savor this one last night because I know my life is going to suck starting tommorow

    All I had to do a year ago was find a quiet place to live or stick up for myself and I would be the happiest person in the world, now I am left in an absolute world of dog shit, pure unobliterated dog shit, dog shit like no one can imagine, just pure dog shit
  2. Epical Taylz

    Epical Taylz Well-Known Member

    :hug: please rent out a place and get back on your feet.