It's finally come to pass. I'm never going to graduate college. Go directly to a barely-mediocre life, do not pass go, do not collect any kind of good salary. It sucks. I had just figured out what I wanted and now its never going to happen. Smart enough to be able to do what I want, if not for calculus; just too stupid and mathematically illiterate to pass it. Failed so badly three times that I dropped out to save my GPA. No way I'm taking it a 4th time. As it's required for what I want, that means I'm out. Sucks worse because of the horrible college I was basically forced to go to. Had I been allowed to choose, I would have gone out of state to a good college (I'm in the US, by the way). My sister was allowed to, I wasn't. The terrible college I chose was the best option of the few my choices were limited to. The department that's supposed to help students, believe it or not, did nothing more than reply to my email with a 'we sympathize with your situation and wish you the best of luck.' That was really the final straw. My parents say I have to have some degree, but there's really nothing for me other than the one I can't obtain as it's the one I want. I refuse to waste my time getting some degree I do not want.