Hi, can i just thank you in advance for spending time to read this thread posted by someone you shouldn't waste your time on. Have you ever felt that whenever someone walks past; no matter who, you have a major paranoia attack and think; "they hate me" or "they think im an ugly git". i get it all the time, i get people saying im a waste of space, even minorest of insults like jerk upset the hell out of me. Hurts the worst when the person/people who say it are the ones who (without them knowing) are the reason your still walking around in this pathetic life. what seems to shock people worst on chat..is when i say "im 14 and i have attempted suicide twice." I also think that my life here doesn't really phase...well anyone. So many people are just oblivious to you, but those who do notice, just don't care, or if they do care, don't understand... Can anyone else relate to that? Agewise, problem wise, or you just wanna say something?