Well it really hard for me to say what I'm going through right now. I'll just tell you guy a bit about myself. I'm a freshman in college, and went through a whole year without any friend, which is cause by severed social anxiety. This in turn cause me to have severe depression, which in turn made me do poorly in school. Now after talking to my college adviser, there a chance I might not be able to come back in the fall because my last quarter grade is slipping to below a 2.0, and it only the last quarter that I am doing poorly. If this happen:dry:I don't know what to think of my life. What my parents will do to me, and then I have to explain myself, something of which I promise myself that I would take to the grave. If this is the case, I have to tell them everything about my life, and it doesn't get any worst than that. My parents are gonna cry and I will probably kill myself. I haven't had any friend for approximately 7 year now, been through most of 5th grade till my senior year in high school as an outcast. Of course no one knew about this especially my parents. I didn't want to make this too long as I'm afraid you guys won't be able to read it all so I kept it as short as possible. There are more to my life than just 2 paragraph, though I don't think I will go into detail. Simply put this July I will know if I live or die. If I get a letter, than it is over for me. Sure there is community college, but I need to live in a dorm to make friend, and so many year without any close friendship I won't be able to take it anymore. Not to mention i work off my ass off to get to where I am right now. My life is full of worry and unhappiness, and I want it to stop, life is just too much painful and pointless. Thanks for reading.