...and there is no cure. Well, no cure I can afford. I've tried changing my mindset, but it doesn't change the facts. Those facts have made my life nothing short of unbearable. And all anyone wants to do is just tell me the same pablum over and over again. I know it's all they can do, but it's not making me feel any better. I've done everything in my life that I'm allowed to do. All that's left is pretending to dream of a someday that will never come. I want to die.