Life is so incredibly boring unless you can afford to travel and/or do activities (like scuba diving, sky diving, etc). Most jobs are the same bullshit all day every day. I can understand why people become druggies, If I didn't smoke cigarettes I would probably go completely insane. Is it just me? I know since I became a schizo I have lost interest in everything, but when I really think about it life has always been boring and tiresome.