I want to end my life, but I'm an atheist. I won't go to heaven (if it exists) and I don't know what will happen to me. The only reason that I haven't ended my life is because I'm afraid that the afterlife will be worse. Or if you just restart life, or in another realm, or something crazy like that. I have no idea, and I'm scared. So now I'm stuck staring at my computer screen with no reason to live and being too scared to die. This is not really a call for help (because how would you reply to this?), just wanted to see if anyone else has thought of this before. Thanks.