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Life is like a long wait to die

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by mordelta, Nov 12, 2008.

  1. mordelta

    mordelta Member

    I hate life. I think I have schizophrenia because I'm always extremely paranoid, nervous, and depressed. Just being alive is psychological torture. The number one thing I look forward to is the day I die. I hate how I have no eagerness to live.

    Every little bad thing that happens to me bothers me. I feel so oversensitive all the time. I feel so irritated all the time that I want to punch myself. I've waited all my life for things to get better, but things never get better.
  2. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    What would death give you that you could not experience right now in this moment?
    Death is a letting go, which you can most certainly do right now in this moment.
    It can't be forced, but it can be done.
    You can let yourself die without actually dying, and free yourself.
    Don't think you need physical death to 'die'
  3. BioHomocide

    BioHomocide Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry that world has not been fair to you/for you.
    Just know that things can change someday.
    You don't when or if it will but you know it can.

    Life is cruel irony.
    I'll feel stupid for trying to tell you otherwise.