I don't know if I can take anymor. I've just had an agruement with my dad and I feel more suicidal then I think i have ever. Basically he saying i'm a worseless piece of shit and he wishes he never had kids. I'm the root of everything that has ever happen to anyone in my life. My grandfather is about to die in the hospital and there's nothing I can do. I need to get out of here before I kill myself or someone else.