So I posted here before, and I felt better by the people who comforted me... right now im at a really hard point. my wife for 4 years has cheated on me, and ive lost my kids. I have no job, and im staying with my friend but hes about to kick me out because I have no job. I have no money, no car, my kids are gone, and now at this very moment my wife is cheating on me. Why not go do something you ask? Whats the point? She has chosen who she wanted. And yes, I have verbal confirmation that she is cheating on me by the guy she is fucking. Now im faced with 2 options here, kill the guy... which will send me to prison and still wont help that she cheated, or kill myself. Im liking kill myself, seems my life has ended anyways. Im in complete shambles. 4 years of my life has been wasted. I had 3 kids with this bitch. Im done, I feel like I HAVE to die. what the fuck do I have to live for? please.... somebody talk to me I dont even have any friends other than the one about to evict me. I have everything ready and am just waiting for a reason not to do it, I cant wait long.... and I am not demanding attention, I just want to know if ANY body can give me a reason to stay alive. if so, and valid, I will stay alive.... but I cant think of one good reason not to go right now