what's so great about life exactly? people love to lecture me on why i shouldn't ctb but they fail to make an attractive enough prospect for me to continue. all these smug mental health professionals with their six figure salaries telling me i should be grateful. and some people might even bring god into it, just to scare you. the hellfire awaits me? after living on earth i'm not the least bit frightened. some people have told me that as a youth i have an "overwhelming need to conform to the harsh realities of life". says who? there is no "need" for anything. we all have a choice and i've made mine. as mark twain once said ""I do not fear death, in view of the fact that I had been dead for billions and billions of years before I was born, and had not suffered the slightest inconvenience from it."