well tbh, no i didn't feel better after I wrote it down. but thanks. It was about something I don't fully understand. Im trying to be part of a greater wisdom in my mind because I can't except what is on the ground level. kind of like reaching for independance and strength, having a social conscience. things likethat but all the time feeling too weak to be the person I am trying to be. Ive started thinking about a greater good. but don't know if I can make it, sometimes I just feel like a parasite, leeching off of people, yet never making the next step up in helping people, because I don't think I have any right to act superior. On top of which I think I'd be leading people astray. Yet all the time knowing that Im talking complete nonsense.
Life is precious, to those who know how to enjoy it and be a part of the team.