Life is so boreing that its driving me to...

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by noname124, Feb 10, 2007.

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  1. noname124

    noname124 Member

    ok seriosly! i cannont f***ing handel!! this!!

    every bloody day of my life...same old boreing arse $h!t!!!
    im a prisonor in my own home i have only one freind!
    and i never go anywhere!
    and i even dropped out of school beacuse i couldent handel the stress
    i hate crowed places
    im a dumb a$$ idiot wid out an education!

    so just wtf am i sposed to do now!!???
  2. noname124

    noname124 Member

    obivous no one is interested in wat i have to say.....

    as usal!!
  3. noname124

    noname124 Member

    F**K this $h!t!!!
  4. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Could you look for some jobs at all, part time ones for now?

    You can always try to enrol in courses at universities etc, for mature students - you can still pick up a degree when you're an adult :)
  5. noname124

    noname124 Member

    Right...i cant get ppl on a fourm to pay attention to me...

    and i cant even get ppl in the real world to pay attention!

    really am I that scary and ugly?:mad:
  6. noname124

    noname124 Member

    haha? why would I get a job?? i cant do anything! im utterly hopeless at everything I try!!
    that and i have no interest or use for money...that shows wat a dull person iam...
  7. ealdc

    ealdc Guest

    hello, and welcome,

    you can finish school at your own pace. it just will cost more money, which is a reason most don't.

    depression has caused me to drop out too, but not entirely. i'm actually taking a leave-of-abscence, but i know how it feels to not be able to do anything because of this depression thing.

    i say take baby steps. take some time off just for yourself and think about what it is you want to do and take it from there. maybe seek help?? or just hang out here for awhile, although it won't fix any of your problems:tongue:
  8. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Because it sounds like that you're concerned at the fact that you have no education ..

    Having a job may feel like you're helping people, thus make you feel a little better :)
  9. noname124

    noname124 Member

    lol my problems are beyond help! really when i do think about it i may be just wasting my and your time here?
  10. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    No one who joins here is wasting their, or our, time :) :hug:
  11. noname124

    noname124 Member

    u know...given it some thought i may have bipolar? mabey?

    beacuse it seems that i go from being happy/calm/normal/content. to
    sad and with sucidal thoughts.
  12. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Maybe... it's a possibility, maybe.

    Have you spoken to a doctor or some professional about your thoughts about it?
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