I can't live on with this insecurity. I think of myself as fat, ugly, and short. I am only 5'4. I don't have any friends and I lack any social skills to make them. I also have this fear of judgment. I feel like a prisoner in my own body. I just can't seem to be happy because there's nothing for me to be happy about. I feel like dying, but I need a easy way out. Life is just too painful for me to live.