Some people wake up everyday looking forward to their next day in college, or what they will do the next weekend.. Thats as great as their problems get.
So simple. I hate this life. Its disgusting . Some people consider people who commit suicide as cowards, but they fail to understand that alot of people that did commit suicide have tryed heavily to change their lives for the better.
Who can blame them . This life is a shit hole .
Well i have to agree somewhat will what you posted..
the part about trying to change their lives for the better... i have did that several times and its always something bringing me back down.
cant keep a good job.. tried it , many times. either its my car tearing up , to no one able to get me to work long enough so i can buy a better car , to me accidentally burning my hand at work and practly getting told by my boss that i cant do nothing..
everything brings me back down in this rat hellish hole and i cant get out.. then on the other hand you get people saying get up and do something, make your life better, get a job.etc.. well you cant make anyone hire ya , you cant buy a good car without a job and you cant keep a good job without a way to get to work..
then you got the rich kids who go to the finest school , go to collage , get good jobs , new cars and they tell you who are poor and cant get out of the hellhole your in to just get up and do things like it isint anything.. they just dont understand or realize what its like..
even had a guy one time tell me .. Susan no one goes through hardships or crises all the dang time.. well is he ever so wrong because i have and it happens to me and i dont want it to , naturally he probably came from a rich family life, had plenty to eat, new cars, his parents probably put him in collage, etc..
try coming from a home where you go to bed many nights hungry, i did ... try coming from a family that the only good meal you get comes from the free school lunch .. i did .. try walking many miles because you couldnt offerd a car ..i did.. try living without electric for 7 months.. i did.. try living without running water and having to carry your water from a spring 40 miles away for 15 years..well i did.. try wearing the only clothes you could get that had holes on them and patches on them and get made fun off and called white trash as you were growing up.. well i did..
people have hardships and they cant get out .. and most like me dont want any of it but we get it just the same.. seems everytime i try to get out i get pushed back down futher so i agree with you ..
except the part of suicide unless one is already dying a horriable painfull death then i think it should be up to the individual rather or not to suicide
