What do you do about it? Like I said, I hate it when people point to the blind, the paralyzed, the maimed and say these people found the strength to move on and adapt to their situation and do the best they can so why can't you. All the more power to them, but my injuries aren't visible. People don't know how disturbed I am in my mind, and it's exhausting putting on a front for everybody. And when I come home at night with a pile of work to do, each and every night I wish I was dead. I want the pain and humiliation of living to be over. I'm sick of the isolation, but that's all I know.
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